“Sometimes I feel as though there are two me’s,
one coasting directly on top of the other:
the superficial me, who nods when she’s supposed to nod and says
what she’s supposed to say, and some other, deeper part,
the part that worries and dreams... Most of the time they move along in sync
and I hardly notice the split, but sometimes
it feels as though I’m two whole different people and
I could rip apart at any second.”